I got back 3 weeks ago to London from a year out travelling with my fiance.I decided to have my last cigarette at Bankok airport(made up my mind 3 months earlier).
The first 4 days were hell but I started getting used to it.
But!!!!! It now appears that I am fighting a losing battle, for in the last 3 days I have smoked 12 cigarettes, and I'm going to have one after I write this.I blame stress because quite frankly I am stressed.I have just spent £1500 on a van to start work ( I am a plasterer ) and I cant find any.The building sites are full up with people working for peanuts.And domestically,someone knows someone who will work for half the rate that I charge. A year ago I had work coming out my ears almost.So basically I'm a bit depressed(and broke).
Im I just making up excuses about quiting smoking? I mean,say next week I take on a project worth 10k,what I'm I gonna do then? Smoke a cigar to cellebrate?
I really do want to quit.I wish I never started.Stupid cigarettes!!!!