but when I return home in the evening alone, and the secretary is not here, or early in the morning when I wake up and the secretary is not here yet, that is when they haunt me. Tonight they put this guy "JR" from New Raman Reti in my head. The way they presented it made appear as if "JR" is better than me, so I objected because the truth is far OPPOSITE. This "JR" loser isn't even good enough to share my association, it brings me down even to think of him.
So finally after 1 hour or 2 they stopped, but unfortunately it was evening already and that was the only hour or two that I had left to get any work done. I had been looking forward to and planning to do that, but now the time is wasted and ruined. It seems almost deliberate, don't you think, that they haunted me to prevent that?
Regarding Eliko:
Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare,
Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare,
There you are now vge, keep chanting and all will be well with you.
I agree, but this happens even shortly after chanting. What's more, I have read that "Japa does not purify in the age of Kali, only the Ekadasi purifies." Therefore, be careful not to expect too much from chanting because it could be a let down. While chanting one is supposed to be humble (lower than a straw in the street), which I think means not to expect too much.
was it that bird that married bobby Ewing !!!!! who woke up in the shower and it was all a big dream 
big shoulder pads etc etc south fork 
1980`s
sorry Cyprus vending 
