Very sorry to hear that MR. Are you at least OK today regarding your health? Hope so...
You shouldn't have done that my friend. You 've just fallen in the trap of inventing a "God" from mere fear of death. Death, danger, risk, fear etc, are things implanted to all living beings (by the ultimate cause of everything which I call God) not for crying and begging him for help, but to self sustain ourselves.
While I do beleive God exists, i would never fall in this trap, which is actually the foundation of all religions. We simply don't know the properties of God, and it's at least stupid to beleive what the various religions say.
We (my self included) will one day die. I just hope I will not panic when the time comes and start begging to God like everyone else. I know my coming to this world was actually asked by me before I was born. Well, I came to this world, seen it, experienced it, I refuse to come to such a world ever again.