If you are so capable of being a European, when you really "do not feel Greek" at all, then that is at least a step forward. Most Cypriots I know feel mostly Greek first and European second. But that's fine - so long as you now appreciate why both Cyprus and Greece have to be united in the EU for the safeguards from this greater union against Turkey.
But why continue your vitriol against one EU member? And the one Cyprus has the most in common with? If not by common history, language or religion (since you would deny these) than as a fellow, common European country which faces exactly the same border problems as Cyprus - problems which have to be tackled together by the EU since, united, Greece and Cyprus cover the eastern Mediterranean and are both neighbours to the most warmongering wannabe European pseudocountry.