I am writing to you now from behind my shades .. My eyes cant simply adapt to day light after few sleepless nights
Today is my 2Nd day with no sleep , not by choice off course.
Taking a warm bath and drinking herbal teas some times help but sometimes my brain refuse to give up and shut down giving my body enough time to rest and doze off to ram ...
It is very boring, being in bed just waiting, waiting and more waiting and hoping you would stop being awake and that sleep will catch, turn around, change your billow position, do a monkey in bed it doesn't really work , hour after an hour, it is 11 pm., now it is 12 am may be around one am i would be a sleep, here comes 1 followed by 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 ,7 and you are angry , you know you really need sleep and you keep ordering your self to sleep but it just doesn't happen ... the lights sneaking in and it is time to get ready to go to work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Go through another dead-zomby day full of hopes that your weak body will shut down your brain out of being tired, then the funny bit comes..... you go to bed , your body and your state of mind sccreaming out-loud for some clarity, some rest and you end up staring at some hidden point in the blank air !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now... mmm nothing really, gotta go back to work,,,, heart barely beating, mind barely exist... HATE THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS