Tried to figure out your soul
Painted my way into your depth, the way to your core
Made notes of the little things that makes you, you
Tried to fix what other people have done to you
Held on to my believes that you were the great cause
What good would it do, i never knew you had any claws
Why would you hurt so much when you were my rare wild rose
So now im shutting the door
No one can get to me any more
Even the ones that i once loved and adored
I will stay away , hoping Karma will settle down the score
I will give in to my faith that i will find a cure
To infect my poor pure soul with the ugliness of the world
Or be able to fix the impure broken souls with an idealism liqueur
If only Perfection can be sold
I will sell the treasures and the gold
No pain, broken hurts, sad tears or even feeling cold
But life isnt fair
People like me have to live a nightmare
Get hurt and learn to never care
Learn that the world is just one dirty affair
Shame i dare to say life is a bad software
Bugged with all those human that adds nothing to humanity but being there
So i will shut my door
i will sleep on the floor
i will enjoy feeling my heart sore
I will cry out loud i will roar
And in the world im never taking any part, never playing any role
_____________________________________________________________
well, im disappointed, the whole world suddenly seems ugly!!
or i think i suddenly seen the world without my dreamy eyes and it looks sad and im sad for the whole world, im sad for all humans
so im sharing this with you, this is how i feel because of the world