i get panic attacks every single night before i fall a sleep !
i get so scared that my body hurts, actually HURT.
its not something new ive been experiencing panic attacks for few years now and it is always with a reason,
like having an exam, going some where, meeting people, i worry a lot , am i gonna be good?, is it gonna be ok?, am i gonna react to things in a healthy way?, then i over worry my self and i get panic attacks it lasts no more than 10 minutes and i do experience fear, heart beats fast and pain in my legs, body temperature drops and i have breathing problems but it doesnt last long all i need is to remind my self to breath slowly and deep or better breath in a bag and it goes a way.
lately ive been having panic attacks almost every night and it have something to do with night terror.
i have a fear from stuff that arent real !!
like demons and darkness !! you can laugh but its not funny
i cant have any sleep any more !!
i work hard, work out and i wake up early so i do need at least 7 hours sleep every day and i end up getting less than 4 hours sleep every night because of my panic attacks that last more than hours !!
i dont know what is it, but as soon as i go to bed i hear voices and i struggle to clarify it to either real or in my head !
then all sort of thoughts comes out of no where and attack my poor mind, i cant control the thoughts or stop it i either listen to it or just talk to it !!
then i start feeling as if there was something watching me, i feel if there was something hiding to hurt me and the voices say that something is in the dark waiting for me to fall a sleep to torture me in my dreams !
and when i finally fall a sleep after hours of mind struggle i sleep for an hour or 2 and wake up with another panic attack after having a bad night mare !
i either get shot and i see my self die, fall in a sea and got eating by a shark, hit by a car and watch my self bleed to death or i run a way from a dark shape that always chase me.!!
last night i got a panic attack after dreaming of this dark shape that looks almost like an animal, i watched my self a sleep and that thing came out of the curtains and climbed my bed and kept looking to me till i felt paralysed and i woke up so scared and it toke me a long while till i was able to breath even !!
so yes i have a fear from supernatural stuff and im not sure how to deal with it, i didnt care before but now it affecting me..
any idea how to deal with panic attacks !!
can i be schizophrenic or is that a normal paranoia or is this normal at all..!
without taking the meck i would really appreciate any advices/ info on how to controk panic attacks and get better sleep