Cant breath, thought race in my head.
Angry, Too much stress, My life is a complete mess.!
cant scream, cant run, cant cry. I just wanna stop and rest.!
Every thing spins in wrong directions.!
My space is growing narrow, small.!
Im running in an empty endless hall.!
No matter what dreams of hope.
No matter what believes in fate.!
There is no happy ending no its not coming late.!
And im just tired, im fed up of this never changing state.!
Ive been convincing my self it will get better, but it never.!
And all i wanna do is give up and suffer.!
Punish my self for living, for thinking life matter!.
Wanna cut every small piece of me !.
Watch my body die. watch the life out of me leak !.
But it wont hurt enough to calm the hurtful beast living in my soul.!
Its hard to admit, its time to give up, time to stop trying.
its time to have some peace !
its time to say goodbye , Life, Friends, Family..
Cant do it any more.
Time to leave.!
THE END.