ok you know what im so angry i cant even write a frikin poem!!!
im so angry i can fucking smash someones head with some thing heavy or even better a hammer and keep hitting this head over and over and over till i see parts of the brain looking disgusting infront of me mixed with blood !!
or i wanna burn everything ! and see the fire eats the flesh and bones, animals and trees any thing that is just alive..
im so pissed of i cant get the idea of a sharp object cutting my skin and releaving my anger by physical pain..!!
ax i cant breathe because my brain is boiling with hate and helplessness and uselesness!!
its been building up and now i can honestly go mad, i feel it in me anger had replaced everything good inside me with evil.. i really dont wanna hurt anyone
i dont wanna hurt my self too but i cant control this feeling that chocking me,,, anger.. im fed up being fucking nice
yet i will just try hard and control my self before i lose it and end up dead or in jail so ill back it up into my little bpdy and i wont do any physical harm to anyone
but i would honestly love to !!
im taking a deep breathe now
oh fuck, shit its not getting any better ,.... i hate this fucking world
i doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo