she is wearing blue
she is walking alone
she is trying to keep the voices down
she know she can mute their whispers
but she cant shut down the screams
she cant stop them from growling
like animals been in the dark for ages
they are caged, chained with metal
they park like wild dogs inside her head
they wanna get out, they wanna be freed
and she is fighting in silence
she is fighting her demons alone
she is fighting her own thoughts
they weep and cry for her to give them space in her mind
to take them out of the dark and admetting they are a part of her
but she fighting every day to keep them mute, to drown them in the sea of her thoughts.
to ignore them, she knows they are evil they are angry
they have been prisoners for long they are able to do bad things
she is so scared, she is frightined YET she struggle to keep it all inside her head
she knows its part of her, the evil, she knows she made them exist
she know they say the things she refuse to say
they are full of rage for everything she never get angry for when she had the right to.
and she is there, everyday is the same, everything is the same
people look the same, every day`s details is the same
she runs in an empty circle of hell
she sleep to dream of a change and wake up to the same reality
she cant run away and she cant find a place to hide from her self
she is always with her self, she cant just kill that part of her
she cant draw aline between whats good and whats bad in her
she cant pick sides, even if she did pick a side and announced a war she gonna be fighting her self and she will lose, she cant defeat her self
but she know what to do know, she was shown the light
she will kill her thoughts and refuse to listen to them thoughts
and if she didnt win the battle, she will kill her self and put an end to her life
killing with her them voices and she wishes to rest in peace
she is broken and she know that she can not be fixed
she is so tired, she has lost her powers
lost her well and her right to decide
she was judged to die for the crime of being her.
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well thats my poem !
its emo poem(good thing i didnt make my character cut or burn her self lol)
hope u all like it