Ok so yesterday i went out on a school night and got totaly wanke*ed
when i was in that stupid state of mind i realized that i smoke in average of 40+ cigs a day
this is just wrong..
i woke up today craving my morning coffee and my morning cig
i went lookig for my cigs and when i sw them i dont know what happen
i toke my cigs and throw them away
went to work feeling like a sad angry annoyed tw*t
went to the chemist got my self nicotine gum and i hope its gonna work cause from now on i will not smoke cigs
i refuse to hurt my self, i refuse to smell like cigs,
i dont want my skin to look dry or my lips go blue
no more cigs for me....
the amazing thing is im a heavy smoker, when i say i didnt smoke much i always meant i only smoke 40 cigs
there is always a cig in my hand...
now i have no idea how i managed so far to not smoke knowing i have been all day with smokers i even drank less coffee
!!! well done to me