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[paliometoxo]

yes and a new episode tonight big bang

[fig head]

why no one taking this seriously..

well no one of you have to wake up and have bad dream most days of the week.!!

i bet no one of you dreaming they get killed in their dreams. oh well

hope oneday i have nice dreams lol

[paliometoxo]

i sometimes go weeks having bad dreams.. sometime si can control the dream and i dont care others i wake up scared trhinking its happening others i forget the dream by the time i wake up.. but mostly its when i am thinking bad thoughts when i go to bed or if i think of something a lot sometimes i will dream of it.

what are you thinking of before you go to bed what do you do? you must be having deep dark thoughts or watching horrors that scare u..

find something new to keep you happy. sounds like you need a change

[fig head]

lol.. i think of good things before i go to bed..

see i have trouples and sleep problems,

most people fall a sleep after lets say one hour when they go to bed

i have to stay calm , close my eyes and wait for MR sleep to visit me..

most of day i go to bed early 11-ish and most of days i`ll be wake up till 3 in the morning, i keep checking the time!!

and because i have bad dreams always i keep counting no!

i keep counting backword from 500 to 1 tell i fall a sleep

i sleep with big black eye masks cause any lights annoy me and i cant sleep at all..

light gives me headaches lol but.. i still have bad dreams, weather im happy or not it doesnt make any different

to be honest im thinking of writing down a dream dairy and count how many times i have repeated dreams and discripe them

and after a while i`ll take it to my psychologist he might explain any thing lol

[FragnaticDeath]

HEY!!! I had bad dreams of being injured.

It was so real I woke up in the middle of the night went to my kitchen through the hallway and I heard my cat meowwwwwww meowwwwwwww open the door a bit, the cats eyes were RED like the devil and it jumped on my hand that I was going to have surgery the next day and started bitting me and pulling me away from the light of my room, feeling like I was falling in an empty space. Knew it was a dream but couldn't open my eyes, so I was shouting at my dad to slap me so I can open my eyes.

The next day the surgery went fine and everyone was happy. THE END!

[paliometoxo]

lol.. i think of good things before i go to bed..

see i have trouples and sleep problems,

most people fall a sleep after lets say one hour when they go to bed

i have to stay calm , close my eyes and wait for MR sleep to visit me..

most of day i go to bed early 11-ish and most of days i`ll be wake up till 3 in the morning, i keep checking the time!!

and because i have bad dreams always i keep counting no!

i keep counting backword from 500 to 1 tell i fall a sleep

i sleep with big black eye masks cause any lights annoy me and i cant sleep at all..

light gives me headaches lol but.. i still have bad dreams, weather im happy or not it doesnt make any different

to be honest im thinking of writing down a dream dairy and count how many times i have repeated dreams and discripe them

and after a while i`ll take it to my psychologist he might explain any thing lol

we had an assignment in phsycology to do that... very good idea you should

why not go to the doctor try some sleeping pills? some strong ones?
or do more during trhe day to wear yourself out so come night your tired.

and you have to stay calm? why are you not calm? are you afraid of falling asleep to see the bad dreams?

when you casnt sleep you get angry after x amount of time and keep checking the time. maybe if you dont put a clock anywhere near you so you dont keep looking up to see the time.

do you wake up late every day or early? you should see your doctor about it

my relative has the same problem as you she has nightmares about the 1974 invasion but she eats pain killers and washes it down with lots of alcohol. which btw it does not help.

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i used to go to a psycologest but since im taking medication for my disorder bipolar i cant take pther medications..

i also used to take sleeping pills, when i was 16 i got really sick and i had to have an operation, i used to take strong pain killers after the surgery for 7 months by doctor orders and i got addected them

and i mean badly eddicted to them, before i quit my usual limit was about 30 pill aday.. mmy weight was 40 kg..

i looked like a junkie and i propaply was one.. then i stopped taking them and never ever toke any.. ive been clean for over 3 years now, i even dont like to take my eds cause it makes me dizzy but when i dont i get weird bad episods and i end up taking them before i kill my self or something..

and as an advice.. dont get hocked up with sleeping pills or pain killers

[paliometoxo]

im sorry to hear that.. i was about to say the pain killers are very addictive even the sleeping pills are to. some take them constantly as you did the pain killers. like heroin is the strongest pain killer its sister morpheen they give at hostpials they dont give the heroin people would be addicted to it straight away. i can understand where your coming from when i had kidney stones i was given some and i did not get very bad but i was taking them a lot and after the stones passed i started taking them without needing it and i did not even realise it

30 a day you must of been literally putting 4 in your mouth every hour or less! they ruine your kidneys also doing that espesially when you dont eat. sleeping pills my friend gave me some tapazipan and i loved it i dont know why. but within moderation is ok i think as long as you have the will power to make sure you yake them sensibly and not over do it. and the more you take them the more of the drug you need to hve the same effect as before and thats when you get in danger of OD'ing.

so what did your phsycologist say?

[paliometoxo]

and saying that why did the doctor contineu to give you the pills? did he not see what it was doing to you?

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actuelly it all started when i had a strong pain and, went to doctor who told me i need a blood test

when the result came back i was diagnosed of the last level befor kidney failure.. the doctor said i wont either survive or i`ll live with it..

i had to go through blood filtering, i get hocked up to machines once every 3 weeks, for seven months that was, i used to take pain killers that makes me sleep ore than 12 hours and the other 12 hours i was like drunk

some how i went throught it and i gained back my health but i coudnt stop taking pain killers

then so quickly instead of taking 1 a day it become 3 then 5 then 7 then i started taking them per 5 every couple of hours.. and believe me it is bloody strong, it gets you high but then one day i realized that ive got eddicted to it and stopped it

.. and where i come from what ever meds u need u only go to the chemist and ask for it doh..!!