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Nostalgia..
i drive throught the city, leaving all the lights behind
i head up to that hill, remember it...?
we used to count the far away city lights...?!
we used to role our little world from that same hill..!
i walk slowly hearing all those little dry leaves breaks under my feet,
i go to the top of the hill next to the two big rocks,
i lie down and look around, i see death but i feel life,
thats my moment,i close my eyes, i erase all those dry leaves
and replace them with bright green gross and lots of lush trees"just the way it was"
i bring you back, look into your dreamy brown eyes and mess with your hair"its not my fault the wind blows it every where!
i hold your hands and tell you my little stories,i fill you in with
all my little details,
important or unimportant you eyes always say it matters,
when i have no more words to say i just listen to your breathing sound, calm and organized,
i leave you to trace the sun on my skin,whisper all those hankering love
words in my ears, promises, you will never live without me cause simply you cant,,
i listen to your whispers and plans,
you say next year we finish school, 5 years we have our 1st baby, you say 25 years we might have a grandson or daughter and will be beautiful like you,
you say we grow old together cause we meant to be together,
and i love you no matter what, i will love you no matter what...
...i open my eyes, i look around, the same dry dead leaves, the same old empty trees,
i take few steps and put one single rose on your grave,
and say i loved you no matter what, i love you no matter what and will forever love you no matter what.
i head back to the city,
i leave you behind,
i leave me behind,
i leave you with peace,
i leave with you my peace,
and i go back to whats called a life!!!
some of us dies and never leave us, and some of us a live and dies inside.. !
.. and i do love you no matter what
