paul wrote:At the loss of my wife last month after 20 years....& not stopped yet.
Oooohhh Paul ... I am so, so sorry you are experiencing this pain.
One of life's worst experiences ....
Would talking some more help? Fire away if you wish, we have all experienced it or certainly will in some form or other.
Otherwise I wish you well in your private grief and know too, that time will heal, no matter what you feel right now.
So sorry again ....