paliometoxo wrote:the initial shock though must of been the hardest thing for you to hear and for your family..
sorry to hear you had such bad news,
you spend two or three days really sad, depressed, scared, but then you just start taking every day as a gift. i woke up, gave up pot smoking, started living my life the way i wanted to. i pierced my nose, took up belly dancing and horseback riding. i went to alaska, because it was somewhere i alwyas wanted to go. i went to spain, and i went to cyprus (and i hope to return to CY).
i am thinking about taking music lessons next.
these are all things i never would have done if i thought i would live to a ripe old age.
my family didn't know about it, and when i told them, it didn't change anything. they still didn't care. which is why i never told them at first.
i would like to get married someday, but i am not sure that is in the cards for me.
BTW, the docotrs told me i was not going to die anytime soon from my disease on dec. 23rd. it was the best christmas present ever! but being told i was terminal was even better, believe it or not. you have to be there to understand that one.