shahmaran wrote:Whatever Lena, get over it lady, i couldn't meet you because it was just bad luck, i have no problem with meeting you, I'm sorry if i couldn't just drop everything and make my way to the city specially for you, Jesus, how the hell does that make me racist!
Look Shah…that was the second time that I came to meet you and you said that you went in the city so don’t fucking telling me again all this excuses…and up there I was telling you about the first time that you didn’t even believe me that I was coming to London…anyway…that belong to the past and I told you that I don’t want to discuss things that happen out of the forum in the forum but you mention things several times…we already discuss those several times and we didn’t came to any conclusion…it is just that we have different way of thinking…I never said that you are racist…you said that to me…I said that you are passionate and nationalist….that is not a racist…should I give you the definition or not??? I thought you was the English teacher not me!
shahmaran wrote:You have just admitted it yourself that you did not want to cross but then you changed your mind about it, so that will hopefully save me from having to re-scan through your rubbish in order to prove a measly point that you would probably misunderstand as usual, plus its really funny that you still talk about nationalism and hypocrisy while talking about my country as the illegal blablabla but we are you compatriots?
I hate to play with words but sometime it is necessary…well I said that I don’t want to cross the borders but I never said that I will “never cross the borders” since I already done that before our conversation…but as you know I am young and I still learn…and lately I had few lessons through my experience which are the best lessons…and as I told you yes I change my mind…is it that bad? You were trying for so long to convince me but you were trying with the wrong way as you see…some other people made me change my mind with a better way and now I am glad that I did that…does that tell you something? And I thought you knew how to talk to a lady…my posts are not rubbish, its my opinion and you have to respect that…but if it is your opinion fine by me!
You talk about your country…where exactly is your country? Do you know my country? Is your country different than my country? Can you give me direction there?
You said that I talk about hypocrisy…well I didn’t you did…and yes I was talking about nationalism…and you said that I consider you as my compatriots…so you don’t? Is your country legal to the whole world? Am I part of your country? Do you have any law, any government paper that was adapted for me?
Yes you are my compatriot…at least for me … you are…you might not think the same way but it is your opinion and I am not going to change it and I am not willing anyway!
shahmaran wrote:well thanks but no thanks, we don't need your pity, you are welcome to stay in the south for ever, doesn't bother me really, refrain from crowding the gates in the future if its such a big deal for you!!!
I never felt pity for you or any other TC…and believe me I don’t really care any more if you want me to join you in the north or join me in the south or any…I am really feel shame that you feel that way about me…I never had any bad feeling for you and you knew that…but unfortunately you create a feeling to me which is that I should better stay away!
shahmaran wrote:I literally feel stressed when trying to answer you (and believe me, i do purely out of courtesy) because its pretty much like talking to a bloody wall that thinks it has wings of an angel, you are incredibly patronising with youre attitude and i have told you this many times over and over, its really frustrating...
First of all I would like to thank you one more time for your compliments … I never thought my self as a bloody wall with wings…I will think about that from now on…and actually the last paragraph of yours is a big lie…you used to tell me that you are relaxed…and you never felt upset or frustrated…and that you was pissed of every time that I told you to relax and calm down because you was relaxed…now you are telling me the opposite …I can see that you didn’t loose that charming characteristic of your….the dance with words…
Have a nice evening my dear!